ha. somehow i have managed to survive 8 days already so 2 more days to gobefore it is finally book out day. and the best part is after book out will be a long 6 days off!!! YAHOO!!!!!

ok people, guess what. i dropped my psps on the floor and now the LCD have cracked!!!! AGRRRRRR!!! now i have to spend money repairing it or should i just turn to reading books and drawing as entertainment. ah ya, let just hope now that the repair cost is not too high . ha.

instead of booking out then discuss the piano issue with my parent, i decided to call them since i am too free and bored. lol. after a long discussion with my mum, she fianlly gave the green light which means i am finally going to get a real piano. YAHOO!!!! if everything work out well, i should be buying this weekend and getting it next weekend i hope. lol. so happy. ha.


~Love is full of lies~
~Yet so beautiful to our eyes~
~5 More Months To ORD!!!~

~~Burned into ur eyes @ 6/30/2008 09:38:00 PM~~

even while writing this post, i am now still trapped in camp and it is not going to be any sooner that i am booking out. today is the fourth day already and there is still 6 more days before i can book out.

every night we slept in fear of being turn out. we have already been turn out 3 times since the start of our standby. so now everytime we heard any siren, we become paranoid. sound like depression ar? lol.

oh ya, due to the extreme boredom, i actually start reading newspaper and drawings. i am just glad i bother to read cause i actually found quite many place that sell piano. so now i have about 4 to 5 places to choose from. lol.





~~Burned into ur eyes @ 6/26/2008 09:32:00 PM~~

i went to parkway parade in the noon with my parents. i visit the Robert piano shop that sell second hand piano. during browsing, a sale person came and ask if i need any help. so i told him that i am a beginner and i am looking for a piano around 1k to 1.5k. but then he told me the minimum price here is 3.8k, haiz.....

bought 2 cd from border and both are classical music. first are Rachmaninoff piano concertos No.2, the second are Brahms symphony No.1. ha. i know i know, i dun look like the type that listen top classical but music have no limitation ok!!!

but it is ok, on the way parkway, i spot another 2 shop that sell 2nd hand piano so i guess i will visit them once i am free. hehe..





~~Burned into ur eyes @ 6/22/2008 09:18:00 PM~~

when i were walking home just now, the moon was shining very brightly and appear to be bigger than usual. it was a rather beautiful sight but too bad i dun have a camera to capture such a wonderful sight. haiz...

oh ya, i am still deciding whether to create another blog which is purely just for all my drawing. i actually still have quite alot of drawings which i had not post yet. mainly because all these drawing are my designs and i am scared that if i post it, people might copy as their owns.

so how? post or dun post?





~~Burned into ur eyes @ 6/22/2008 01:39:00 AM~~

OMG!!!! it had been so long since i am gone.... well, not really gone but then it had been a while since i last stay in camp for so long. currently on standby so cant really book out for the last few days. the reason? cannot tell, a secret. ha. that explain for the lack of update.

it is a good thing that i had stock up quite alot of food before i book in last week or esle i might have "die" of hunger. ha. i did not really do much things in camp except for alot of office work like maps and documents. and i finally get my medal for completing 200km for my company. lol, as a matter of fact, i overshot to 350km, lol.

i were reading national geographic and i find it quite interesting, at least better than times or newsweek. that is what i feel. i read about the origin and pupose of stonehenge and i must say that it was worthy of being the world wonders. as a inspiration, i did some drawing of the stonehenge and i shall post it later after i scan and editted it.

oh ya, i was thinking if i should create another seperate blog just for my drawings or should i just dump everythings into this rojak blog. people, what u think?



~Love is full of lies~
~Yet so beautiful to our eyes~
~5 More Months To ORD!!!~

~~Burned into ur eyes @ 6/21/2008 04:35:00 PM~~

AHH!!!!! i am finally back!!!!!!! that is after 7 long days!!!!!

ha, still cant believe i miss the pc fair.... damn. so much things that i have to buy. a 4gb memory ard for my psp and a new headset for my mp3. my current has spoil, its left side is softer than te right side which make it very irritating to listen to sianx....

i think i am turning from a soldier to a clerk. ha. for the past few days, i have been laminating papers inside the office or cutting documents in my bunk. ha, what to do?





~~Burned into ur eyes @ 6/15/2008 07:48:00 PM~~

today will be the day i getting back my pes report from medical board. so the result was that i am now pes C1L2 , excuse heavy load, excuse upper limb and excuse outfield for 3 month. ha, COOL!!!

at least now i dun need to go for the bme next week. phew...

watch narnia during night out. i find it as a typical kid action fantasy. but i feel it is not as bad as what alot of people have told me. oh ya, i saw the trailer for shao lin girls and it look rather interesting. alot of special graphic with kung fu.





~~Burned into ur eyes @ 6/10/2008 07:39:00 PM~~

this week is what we call a bad week. why? so much shit have just happen for no reasons.

start off the week with a 8km run and the worse part is that i have a buddy that i jst cant stand being with. along the run, i just feel like running ahead of him and leave him behind.

bme will be held next week and my PC just suddenly gave me a guard duty this saturday. this mean that i will only book out sunday morning and book in sunday night. DAMN!!!! and i have to go for BME too. btw, bme is a 4 day 3 night outfield training. shit...

dun even have proper rest before going outfield, FUCK YOU PC!!!!





~~Burned into ur eyes @ 6/09/2008 07:20:00 PM~~

i was watching this documentary about stem cell possibilities and i must say i am very impressed. the stem cell already has our dna so it kind of like a generator for whatever cell we may want thus if used correctly, we might even prolong our life to as long as 250 years. WOW!! but then, it will arise many problems like generation responsibility. i am not very sure what it means cause i did not really watch its starting.

really hope to see a breakthrough is this field of technology. oh ya, there will be another documentry next week about genetic modifled animals, sound fun so i better remind myself somehow to watch it.

Hail Immortality!!!!





~~Burned into ur eyes @ 6/08/2008 08:14:00 PM~~

i had just finished watching a movie called First Sunday and i decided to share with everyone esle. why? cause i think it was a good movie, not those good movie like ironman or spiderman but more like those that taught us something.

It was about these two guys that decided to rob a church as they were badly in debts. one of them owned a gang 12k while the other needs money so that their family wont have to move. out of desperation, they decided to rob a old church but instead ended up having a midnight church service in there that changed their lifes. and during the service, they experience many different things out of their expectation.

i feel that the movie was rather funny through out and was very touching in the end. there is a phase that i think is very meaningful. " people always blame everyone else except the one responsible for it, which is yourself". true, we always blame other and not ourself when we made a mistake so people, remember this phase and learn from it.

ha, why do time always fly whenever i book out? cant it just like stop? haiz.... let hope this week will be another slack week cause i am really sick of it already. sometime, i really just feel like dont do anything there and just stone in there untill i book out. ha, zombie!!!!





~~Burned into ur eyes @ 6/08/2008 05:34:00 PM~~

i went all the way to parkway parade just to eat a dinner. damn... 45min bus trip just to get there.... was hoping to buy my 4gb memory card there but the price there was rather high so i guess sim lim square was still a better choice. lol.

oh, there was a shop call robert piano there which sell 2nd hand piano but by the time i noticed such a shop was there, it was already closed. damn, such was unlucky but at least now i knew where to find such shop. lol. oh, i did bought a addidas sleeveless because there was a 30% discount. ha.

i noticed something, although i can play rather smoothly on my keyboard but whenever i try a real piano, i always screw up. firstly, i think i am just not uses to the feel of their key. secondly, there is a sudden increase of key in a real piano thus sometime i got lost of which key to press. ha. so i guess i better get a real piano soon so that i can get uses to it. lol. wishful thinking!!!!

ha, i have try my best to correct and check my grammar although there are still some parts that i am not sure what to use. lol.





~~Burned into ur eyes @ 6/07/2008 11:39:00 PM~~

~~Burned into ur eyes @ 6/07/2008 03:07:00 PM~~

sorry for the late update, was suppose to update last night and i got some new drawing to upload but then my photoshop is down so in the end i cannot do anything about it. haiz... but nevermind, here my update for the past week.

as i say eariler in my last post, this whole week is about parade but i am not involve so i get to slack. lol. and i have been booking out everyday for my medical appt.

the doc say that when i first injured my wrist, the plasma start to surround the injured part to heal it. but then the plasma will also make my wrist feel stiff. she say in my case, it may be over healing thus there is too much plasma there. in the end, it obstruct some of my nerves thus i felt pain when i use it. now the only thing is to let it rest and wait for the plasma to disperse. well, every doc seem to tell me diff thing so i dun really know which is true but all i know is i need rest. lol.

and i have a new addiction this week. i just cant resist not eating eclair when i see it. whenever i went CGH for appt, i will confirm buy one and eat. ha. seem to me i have a weakness toward sweet or chocolate stuff. no wonder i have such a hard time losing weight. lol.

as my photoshop is still down so i cant upload my new drawing but i will try to fix it asap. ^^
oh ya, do anyone know when is IT fair?




~~Burned into ur eyes @ 6/07/2008 08:48:00 AM~~

i am so glad that i actually bought a new com as there is so many new and exciting game to play now. i am even more glad that i did not buy it during my A level or i will be screw rather badly. now addicted to call of duty 4 and crysis. ha.

so in the end, i guess i spend my whole day just playing game and piano. ok, i did go running in the evening cause i really need some fresh air suddenly. lol. may be going to my friend house this weekend for some gym cum swim cum suntan cum "spa"? lol.

this whole week will just be purely parade and parade. although only gonna be 4 days before book out, i already got three medical appt. ha. busy ar?

well, i thought i should end my post with a nice poem and here is it.

i will be back by friday night so update by then!!!!

cyaz and peace out!!!

~~Burned into ur eyes @ 6/02/2008 10:31:00 PM~~

went to expo to meet my mum since she is working there. there is currently robinson sale there but today last day le. i walk around but nothing seem to catch my eyes except for their chocolate. lol. why does it always have to be those fattening stuff that attract me. lol.

so in the end i bought alot of chocolate, and as a matter of fact, abit too much. ha. but hu cares, i happy can already. lol. then we went to the airport for dinner before finally taking 27 back home. was sleeping peacefully untill two ah lian suddenly sit beside me and start talking loudly. almost want to scold them but then i just cant seem to raise my voice infront of girls. ha. i think it is kind of ungentlemanly even though they are ah lian but they are still girl i guess.

oh ya, congratz benny for getting ur last minute schoolarship. lol. and u still own me a swensen treat!!!! as a reward, i present you a drawing of distinction. lol!!!




~ World Tree ~

the meaning for this drawing? well, i wanna express my thought that the world is like this tree. it is barren with out any leaves as we are depleting our natural resources too fast so soon it will be empty too. but yet the world can still be a beautiful place if we try to save it like how i use many delicated curves to design and draw the whole tree out. so even without any leaves, it will still look nice.

ha. what u think?






~~Burned into ur eyes @ 6/02/2008 12:47:00 AM~~

ha, after a gruesome 6 days in camp, i finally came back alive after doing guard duty last night. sorry guy for the late update as i was unable to get my hand on any com at all. the outfield sure took alot from me as i am still feeling the shagness from it. i am just glad i am quite experience in outfield already so i was able to minimise the damage to the lowest possible. if that was the first time, i think i would probaly be sick now .lol.

well, i did not waste anything in camp at all. as long as i have free time, i start to draw i actually manage to draw three picture out. the most number of drawing i did in a week so far. maybe i wil put it up later in the day if i have the time. ha.





~~Burned into ur eyes @ 6/01/2008 11:09:00 AM~~