i suddenly recall a documentry that i watch yesterday night. was suppose to post it last night but then i was too fill up with writing my JB trip so here it is now. It is about body modification.

body modification apply to almost everyone. as long as u add any sort of decoration that u are not born with, gratz, u have just mod urself. lol. so basically, there is three type. first, plastic sugery. second, body artz or tatooing. third which i dun really expect at all, body building. omg!

but the one that interest me the most is the second one, body artz or tatooing. omg, i never knew there is so many ways to "draw" on your body. you can pierce, tatoo or even cut urself up... damn... that y sometime i feel that girls are actually more brave than guys as they pierce their ears or nose or some even belly. salute!! but those are like the minimal that i saw on the show. some of them pierce themself so much that i think they will fail the metal detector test straight away. lol.

i feel that tatoo was still quite ok except for the risk of getting STD if equipment is not clean properly. that is one of the reason y i may or maynot get one as i dun know which shop to trust. the other reason is the views that u will get from the public but should be ok if i get one since it is just gonna be a small one that i draw myself. ^^. i hope so. lol.

cutting urself up. lucky i have dinner before watching. too damn sick. i dun even want to know why would anyone want to inflict so much pain on themself and it dun even look nice to me. it just look unique and exotic. maybe to them it is their defination of true ART, a way to express their feeling and thoughts of this world.well, who am i to judge what is the meaning of art? i am just a small rat in this world of rubbish waiting to be clear up.

ok. enough of what i think and back on track. so they are showing the process of tounge( dun know how to spell) spiltting. damn. SICK! they spilt the front part of the tounge into 2 so that it look like a... snake? worst still, the person being cut refuse to use painkiller or anestatic cause he wanted to feel the whole process of being cut and let the adrenaline rush to his head. SICK SICK SICK!!!! that what i call wicked! and it is not just a one time thing. cause our human body tend to heal and join back cutted parts so to retain the split, you may have to come back often to be "cut" again. damn.

there is this second version of tatooing. it is call scaring. which mean cutting urself so that it will leave a scar on ur body. cool? maybe. try? never. but seriously, how can a normal person endure so much pain? to be cut all over ur body is not a light matter. but i think the most impressive person is the one performing the cut. the concentraion and precise curve and cuts. no mistake is allow at all or it will be ruin amybe forever. just like a doctor in the operation room. and also how the hell do they even think of all this ways of body arts?

human sure have change much over the years. we start off with hair design and dressing. we came up with all those fancy clothing but we did not stop there. as time pass, our sense of arts and beauty also improve. wait, is may not be improvement at all, we just change it to what we feel now and then. but are we really on the right track? i mean cutting urself up is no way a logic of arts but yet more and more people are doing it, ruining their body forever with no way of turning back. so sometime i admire their courage and determination for making that decision but yet laugh at their stupidlity. lol.

so people out there, a normal tatoo is fine but please dun go anything more than that. it is not worth it. well, that what i feel but if u are really going for anything extreme, i hope you can think it twice, no maybe trice. lol.

and i still cant get over the fact that bodybuilding is a form of body modding. i have always thought it is natural since i did not add anything extra on myself .damn. i feel like a robort now, modding my every bulk and curve. lol.






~~Burned into ur eyes @ 5/02/2008 02:58:00 PM~~