all i did whole day was practically just staring out into the sea and reflect on my life so far...

i am still trying to figure out out what exactly is the spark that fire off my desire to aim for the top during my school day. is it just in my blood to desire for the top or is it just because i wanted to look good to impress the girls?

eversince i enlist, i totally lost all my motivation and spirit to fight. i lost it so much that i even throw away my pride and glory when i set my mind to quit commando as i just cant find a reason to fight so hard for them. is it due to the regimental system in the army or is it just me who cant stand living in a system that cant improve.

either way, i just hope that i will get back that fighting spirit when i enter uni. no, not just hope to get back that fire, i must get back that fire or i will be screw!!!

~~Burned into ur eyes @ 4/09/2008 06:01:00 PM~~