it has been a while since i have this feeling. the feeling of having to book in on a sunday night when everyone is still out there having fun. for the last one month, i have been booking in and out on strange day and wield timing but now everything is back to normal.

doc say my wrist have inflamation of tendon. although not sure what he mean but i think i should let it rest for now. but is there really such thing as rest in army? hell no!

i think about it and found out i was actually quite greedy about life. i want to look good, be good in sport ,good in music, good in arts and good in study as well. oh man, so many thing that i am now carrying a mountain of burden on my back now.

i have decicded to name my new story ~the last poem~, that explain my nick on msn. well, since i have been writing very emo poem from the start so i guess i should start off with a love story although i have not have much experience with love myself. well, i just let my imagination run wild then.

This world is so sick and ugly, it is full of lies yet so beautiful to our eyes. maybe i will change it next time? haha, what a dream...

~~Burned into ur eyes @ 4/20/2008 01:00:00 AM~~